emptier than empty

I would stumble my hand to my purse, squint my eyes across the streets and rats. I will definitely be getting lost into throng, mads, society and family. Still it is serene and pity both, freezing and melting my heart. I am living in Iran. You know what does it look like? It is a cesspool of tradition and toxics. There is no way to invest financially for your work even if you are very great at something. Some other stuff may work. Do you possess large amount of capital? I mean over than your whole family flat, equipment and cogs. As there is no claim, there is no job. You can be multi-millionaire if your father spill trifle of money by your foot. Whose father am I talking to? Money hovering in banks, shape into properties, acquainted in the middle of great depression of poor’s negligence and stealth stealing of wealth. Now, marketplace is a place of defeat. Financiers retreat. Banks works well as usual as money sleeping in webs of trade. You can be multi-millionaire and get yourself free from family boundaries. In Iran, you can get your doctorate in speech at 36 and still feed by your poor father –that retired employee- whose whole outcome won’t afford just one member in expensive city like Tehran. You are very academic man. You are theoretically and practically ingenious indeed. You may know bunch of communication skills and entrepreneurship threads but walk silent: Here, entrepreneurship is an illusion of dreamers. Entrepreneur is someone who invested on buildings and theory of money, when? Ten years ago. Now, capitalism hardship is morbid enough not to allow financiers to move the finance from one shape to another as there is no claim for circulation of capital. Poor getting more confused when riches getting more confused as they can’t triple the investments neither by obligation nor by fornication. However, still remember: in the cesspool I am talking about, in the cesspool I never dared to put my ink off, it is more than unemployment. There is no industry when there is no organization to reshuffle the equilibrium of money circulation. Freelancing sites reduces values to zero rather than reinforcing workflow. As if it isn’t this way, nobody’s going to pay the money off. In Iran, you can be multi-millionaire easily, as tomorrow morning you wake up fresh and become CEO of your multi-national firm. As if it isn’t moral, you decide to decode the equation by taking action on traveling schedule based on academic journey, as you have been accepted full-fund in Harvard because you are truly affluent and creative but finally you find the ways luckily blocked because of money and reductive values of money incorporated victory of early revolution. Oh revolution, oh revolution, reformism, quaffing politics. Thank you America for having us self-sufficient. It is necessary, you know? It is necessary for growth of wealth in the midst of none-industrial fabrication. It is necessary to build industry as we are children of religion. It is hard, I know, who gives a fuck to us for not looking back to this misfortune of Allah?